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    11/28/2007

    Digg - Current plans for Ubuntu 8.04

     

    Compared to Feisty, Gusty's like a dumb blonde... pretty but also bitchy sometimes. Now i understand why some guys are so commitment phobic when it comes to linux.

    Digg - Current plans for Ubuntu 8.04

    11/27/2007

    Spontaneous love

    The girl I once loved said that my love (romantic love) is totally spontaneous. Given right conditions, the one I love could be female or male, lolita or witch, human or animal, graphics or audio, solid object or abstract idea. It was a joke. But as I observe my emotional activities and its effects on my overall performance, under the assumption that love in general makes one happier, I guess what she said is quite true. Anything that leads me to an out-loud "无敌了" involves certain amount of love.

    I have come to the senses that love as a concept is sth that helps release energy, not refrain it. So I'm more and more convinced that love means assertive communications under minimized necessary rephrasing, as opposed to the idea that love is tolerance and suffer. We have suffered from infinite tolerance in our daily life and there is really no point to attach all the same behavior to another time/energy consuming luxury. This in general is not restricted by the type of object in contact.

    兔八爱 also told me that true love would be pretty relaxed. This spontaneousness is attached to anything in your life. The meaning is all self-created as long as you remain active in the course.

    During the first few years I spent in the engineering discipines, my head was filled with technology-deterministic ideas and top-down became the guide-line to everything. Now it looks all clear that those are just handles and switches. The spontaneousness and the clear/active mindset are the consistent elements in all this. Things as "tolerance" are also top-down attempts that try to play with the stock market right, while there isn't much signal but full of noise.

    So again, spontaneous love is the truest. It does involve certain compution on the fly. Love is also ultra-hi-speed computation beyond consciousness, which is often more global and comprehensive. All the directd pre-calculations about how it's gonna be in the future, however, would be local and more often than not a waste of time and brain-cycles.

    BGM - (Student's Remixes Graded and Selected by Kakyo)

    Link Artist Title Album
    1 DJ Vadim Watch That Sound Feat. Emo The Sound Catcher
    2 Allegra Young Watch that Sound (Techno mix) MUMT-202 Assignment 6
    3 Gil Zilberstein Watch that Sound (Bugs Bunny m MUMT-202 Assignment 6
    4 Hazel Burns Watch that Sound (Bedroom mix) MUMT-202 Assignment 6
    5 Scott Nelson Watch that Sound (Passion mix) MUMT-202 Assignment 6
    6 Maxwell Miller Watch that Sound (Funky mix) MUMT-202 Assignment 6
    7 Will Fox Watch that Sound (Breakbeat mi MUMT-202 Assignment 6
    8 Mat Leavitt Watch that Sound (Nintendo mix MUMT-202 Assignment 6
    9 Kyle Kaplan Watch that Sound (Electroacoustic mix) MUMT-202 Assignment 6

    Comments

    202 第6周作业是重新混音ccmixer上DJ Vadim的一首reggae风的"Watch that Sound". 除了要求完全使用原作的多轨素材, 不得借用其他内容之外, 没有任何限制, 当然, 结果不得有技术失真等毛病. 学生们于是22仙过海各显神通, 我从中选了8首拿来广播一下, 因为只有一周多的时间, 这些东西显然只能算demo, 我也给曲子随便起了些副标题以示区别. 这些东西只会留到下周, 呵呵. 排列方面也是由简到繁, 第一首是原作, 最后两首是改得比较面目全非的. 其实学生也都给了混音的完整文档, 但鉴于篇幅就不在此登出了. 改完后选出的Top Mix得主是这个单子上的最后两位.

    1. 俄裔英国DJ DJ Vadim的原作
    2. 一个美女学生的Techno风
    3. 比较卡通的作品, 效果器就那么几个, 但审美感觉上很统一. 这孩子交作业晚了, 不然不会那么低的分, 可惜了.
    4. sound recording的大美女, 这首内容新意不多, 但算交上来作业里mixing混音效果比较好的, ProTools做的, 结尾那个时变很棒, 看来protools平台上确实有些好dd. 说实话, 我对那个mid-size room的混响处理有点不太确定....但毕竟是她自己的品位吧.
    5. 蛮有激情的, 背景ambient, 吉他riff.
    6. 同样的吉他sample, 被编辑成了funk味的. 他也是唯一一个把原作一星半点organ揪出来大用特用的. 可惜kick-drum切割失真了.
    7. 又是一种对已有元素的重新诠释. 用Live做的.
    8. 用reason做的, 如果深究的话是犯规行为, 他用短周期loop一些素材, 将其还原成音符, 然后再组合, 变速也改变了音色.这首的问题是mixing, bass的短周期loop连续播放搞得太响, 掩蔽了其他声部.
    9. 这个是当之无愧最具现象力的, 用Live做的, 和同样适用Live的#7一比就发现个人品位是多么具有决定性. 主要就用了倒放, 调变, 延时.他的文档也是严格按照软件工程的味道做出来的, 十分有组织.

    The Assignment #6 for 202 was making remixes for DJ Vadim's "Watch that Sound" published on ccmixer, in the reggae flavor. Other than using exclusively the original multi-track material, there was no restriction as to the style. Of course, no technical problems are preferred. People chose their own characters and did a fantastic job. I felt quite accomplished grading their homework. It is much more fun than grading assignments in, say, compuster science. One week work can only be counted as demo, apparently. The subtitles were also made off the top of my head. The list goes with an increasing complexity, with the #1 being the original mix and the last the most unrecognizable. Students gave their full documentations but it won't fit in such a small space. The winners of the Top Mixes are the last two pieces. ALL THESE ARE GOING TO BE REMOVED A WEEK LATER.

    1. Russion british DJ DJ Vadim's original mix
    2. A hottie student's Techno mix
    3. Cartoonish, a few FXes in an aesthetic consistency. Pity he got a low mark due to his late submission.
    4. THE hottie of sound recording area. Not much novelty, yet among the ones with the best mixing quality of all turn-ins. Made with ProTools. The time-streching near the end is pretty impressive. Looks like there is decent stuff on ProTool platform. I honestly wasn't too sure about the reverb that creates the mid-sized room feel.... after all, it was her decision.
    5. passionate mix, the ambience is kinda unique among the turn-ins. I LOVE the shuffling guitar riff.
    6. The same guitar sample is reprogrammed into funky style. The only guy that extracted the tiny little organ sample and made extensive usage out of it. Pity, the kick-drum clipped relentlessly.
    7. Another shuffling interpretation. Made with Ableton Live.
    8. Made with Propellerhead Reason by looping source material in ultra-short periods. The material is then reduced to individual notes, reprogrammed and velocity-altered into different timbres. The problem with this piece is the prolonged looped bass note exceeded the comfortable loudness accumulation and masked the other parts.
    9. The most brilliant one without debate. Made with Ableton Live as #7 but in a totally different direction. The main techniques are just reversing, pitch-shifting, and delay. His documenation was in accordance with software engineering tradition, highly organized.

    202 第6週間の宿題は再びccmixerの上で混じる音DJ Vadimの1首のreggaeの風"Watch that Sound"です. 完全に原作の多いレールの素材を使うことを求めますを除いて、 その他の内容の外を借りてはならなくて、 いかなる制限がありません. 学生達はそこで22仙人は海を渡ってそれぞれ腕前が現れて、 私は中から8首が持って来て少し放送することを選んで、 1回りの多い時間だけあるため、 これらのものは明らかにdemoを計算することしかできなくて、 私も歌に気軽に違いを示しますいくらかのサブタイトルが起きました. これらのものは来週まで残すことができるだけ、 ほほほ. 順列の方面も簡単なから着くのが繁雑で、 第1首は原作で、 最後の2首は直すのが比較的にめちゃくちゃになったのです. 実は学生もすべて混じる音の完備しているファイルをあげて、 しかし紙面にかんがみてここで載せませんでした. 直し終わった後に選出するTop Mix獲得者はこの単子の上の最後の2位です.

    1. ロシア系住民のイギリスDJ DJ Vadimの原作
    2. 美人の学生Techno風
    3. 漫画の作品を比較して、 効果器それではいくつ(か)、 しかし審美は感じてとても統一します. この子供が宿題に交際するのは遅くなって、 さもなくばそんなに低い分けることができ(ありえ)ないで、 惜しくなりました.
    4. sound recordingの大きい美人、 この内容の新しいイタリアは多くなくて、 しかし計算してmixing混じる音の効果を納めます宿題の中で比較的に良くて、 ProToolsはして、 終わりはその時とてもすばらしくなって、 見たところprotoolsプラットフォームの上で確かに一部の良いdd. 本当の話を言って、 私はそのmid-size roomの混じるこだまの処理に対して少しあまり確定しません....しかし結局彼女の自分の品位でしょう.
    5. 非常に激情のがあって、 背景ambient、 ギターriff. 同様なギターsample、 編集されてfunk味のになった.
    6. 彼も唯一の1の少しの原作のほんのわずかorganが大いに使って特に使ったことをつかむのです. 惜しいkick-drumは切断して本来のものと違いました.
    7. また元素の再びの解釈にすでにあったことに対して1種です. Liveでしました.
    8. reasonでして、 もし深く追究する話は規則違反の行為だならば、 彼は短い周期loopいくつか素材を使って、 その還元を音符になって、 それから更に組み合わせて、 変速も音色を変えました.この問題はmixingで、 bassの短い周期loopは連続して放送してあまりにこだまをさせて、 その他の声部を隠しました.
    9. これはその名に恥じないで最も現象力を備えたので、 Liveでして、 同様にLiveの#71を適用できることと個人の品位を発見しますに比べてなんと決定的を持つのです. 主に逆さまに置くことを使って、 調子は変わって、 遅延.彼のファイルも厳格にソフトウェア・エンジニアリングの味によって作ったので、 非常に組織があります.

    TA (1) - 标题艺术

    有人抱怨说看不到中文, 我就偶尔开开荤吧.

    如果这辈子只做一回TA的话, 到Music Tech来做实在是不二选择. 一方面和作曲专业那边相比这边本科课程对学生相对宽松, 允许他们瞎搞; 另一方面学生的创造力直让人血脉贲张, 睡意全消, 改他们remix作业的结果就是这两周累计5天没有回家, 拿来了全部洗漱用具换洗衣服, 在实验室改得如火如荼. 这个是本学期的小高潮, 留待下篇再书. 这里先说说第八周学生在夹缝中施展创造力的小故事: 这周内容是很弱智的Finale 2008制乐谱, Finale的难用简直是年年有余, 2008版把2007版里面层叠加粘贴功能去掉了, 害得学生只能手动编辑单staff里的多声部. 故事大概就从这里开始, 这周的作业就是把四个MIDI文件, 来自Bach的一首四部合唱用Finale制成两个版本的谱子, 版本一是标准四部和声, 版本二是钢琴谱, 将Soprano和Alto转抄到右手, Tenor和Bass转抄到左手. 执教的Cory要求学生把作曲写成Cory自己, 但允许学生给谱子随便起标题. 这下可好, 学生在这个相对乏味的作业里见缝插针, 产生了以下结果(四部和声标题; 钢琴谱标题):

      • Harmonization (4 Part); Harmonization (For Piano)
      • Great Piece; Great Piece
      • Bach Chorale; Bach Chorale
      • Corale Core; Corale Core
      • This was painfully useless...; This was painfully useless V.2
      • The Busy Bass Line; The Busy Bass Line (Piano Reduction)
      • A Summer Night's Reckoning; A Summer Night's Reckoning
      • Musica; Pina-o
      • Vocalise; Vocalise
      • A MIDI Masterpiece; A MIDI Masterpiece
      • Insert Title Here; Insert Title Here
      • Fundamentals of Finale; Fundamentals of Finale
      • Bach Chorale; Bach Chorale
      • assignment 8; assignment 8
      • Darlene; Darlene
      • Cory's Chorale; Cory's Chorale
      • midi choral; midi choral
      • Assignment 8-1; Assignment 8-2
      • In the Mood; In the Mood
      • Chorale; Chorale

    我看了忍俊不禁, 总结了一下发给全班以求一笑. (我最喜欢的是"Insert Title Here"那个)

    If only one piece of TA experience were desired, doing it at Music Tech would be second to none. On one hand, the course scheme relatively tolerates prank-happy students; On the other hand, they are just bloody brilliant. Reviewing their homework results in my self-volunteered lab-jail for up to 5 days in last two weeks, with all my living necessities prepared. Well, I'm gonna leave this for the sequel. Let's talk about the anecdote of the assignment of Week #8, which is about score-editing with the idiot Finale 2008.  Finale's user-unfriendliness rockets up annually. This time Ver. 2008 killed the "pasting multi-parts over layers" that was avaiable in Ver.2007, leaving the students no choice but to edit manually. The assignment was asking the student to import four seperate MIDI files from a 4-part chorale from Bach into Finale, edit them so that two versions of it are avialable as the results: one is the standard SATB and the other is a piano adaptation, with the soprano and alto recombined into the right hand, and the tenor and bass left hand. The instructor Cory required students to name him as the composer on the score, yet allowed them to come up with their own score titles. There it went, people seized the opportunity and created a list of titles as follows:

    • Harmonization (4 Part); Harmonization (For Piano)
    • Great Piece; Great Piece
    • Bach Chorale; Bach Chorale
    • Corale Core; Corale Core
    • This was painfully useless...; This was painfully useless V.2
    • The Busy Bass Line; The Busy Bass Line (Piano Reduction)
    • A Summer Night's Reckoning; A Summer Night's Reckoning
    • Musica; Pina-o
    • Vocalise; Vocalise
    • A MIDI Masterpiece; A MIDI Masterpiece
    • Insert Title Here; Insert Title Here
    • Fundamentals of Finale; Fundamentals of Finale
    • Bach Chorale; Bach Chorale
    • assignment 8; assignment 8
    • Darlene; Darlene
    • Cory's Chorale; Cory's Chorale
    • midi choral; midi choral
    • Assignment 8-1; Assignment 8-2
    • In the Mood; In the Mood
    • Chorale; Chorale

    Cracked up as I was, I summed them up and sent them back to the class, just for fun. (My favorite is the "Insert Title Here")

    この生涯はただ1回のTAもしだけならばをして、 Music Techまで(へ)しにくるのは本当に2選択でないです. 一方では作曲する専門とあちらの比較するこちら(側)の本科の課程は学生に対して比較的ゆったりして、 彼らがでたらめにやることを許します; 一方の学生の創造力はずっと人の血管の賁と張を譲って、 眠気の全消、 彼らのremix宿題の結果を直すのはこの周が5日累計して家に帰っていないので、 すべて洗面する用具の取り替えて洗う服を持って来て、 実験室で直すのが勢いが激しいです. これはこの学期の小さい高潮で、 下編の更に本を後回しにします. ここは先に第8週間の学生がすきまの中で創造力の小さいストーリを発揮すると言います: この内容はとても低い知力Finale です2008は譜をつくって、 Finaleのはまったくですで毎年蓄えがありにくくて、 2008版は2007版の中の階のスーパーインポーズを機能に貼って取り除いて、 学生を得て手動が単にstaffの中の多い声部を編集することしかできないことを害します. ストーリの大概はここから、 この宿題は4つのMIDIのファイルをで、 Bachからの1首の4冊の合唱はFinaleで2つのバージョンの楽譜を製造して、 バージョン1つは標準の4冊の和声、 バージョンの2は鋼の楽譜で、 SopranoとAltoを回転して右手まで(へ)書き写して、 TenorとBassは回転して左手まで(へ)書き写します. 教鞭を執るCoryは学生に作曲することをCory自分に書くように求めて、 しかし学生が楽譜に気軽に見出しが起きることを許します. 今回折よく、 学生はこの比較的味気ない宿題の中であらゆる可能性を利用して、 以下の結果(4冊の和声の見出し; 鋼の楽譜の見出し)を生みました:

    • Harmonization (4 Part); Harmonization (For Piano)
    • Great Piece; Great Piece
    • Bach Chorale; Bach Chorale
    • Corale Core; Corale Core
    • This was painfully useless...; This was painfully useless V.2
    • The Busy Bass Line; The Busy Bass Line (Piano Reduction)
    • A Summer Night's Reckoning; A Summer Night's Reckoning
    • Musica; Pina-o
    • Vocalise; Vocalise
    • A MIDI Masterpiece; A MIDI Masterpiece
    • Insert Title Here; Insert Title Here
    • Fundamentals of Finale; Fundamentals of Finale
    • Bach Chorale; Bach Chorale
    • assignment 8; assignment 8
    • Darlene; Darlene
    • Cory's Chorale; Cory's Chorale
    • midi choral; midi choral
    • Assignment 8-1; Assignment 8-2
    • In the Mood; In the Mood
    • Chorale; Chorale

    私はこらえきれずに笑うことを見て、 総括して全体のクラスを交付します笑うこととをねらいます. (わたしはその"Insert Title Here"が大好きです!)

    11/26/2007

    无远见的文化

     

    (十三)无远见的文化

    2007-11-24 15:36:20

    标签:随笔/感悟

    其实美剧编剧中已有很多人早就做到了——中国编剧呢?我们的民族主义到了这时便哑口不言,他们其实只看重花里胡哨表面化的东西。

    一般来讲,良好的商业社会在效率与公平这两个相互矛盾的方面做政治与经济上的平衡,而不是在宣传上独挺主流文化,却压制那些亚文化泡沫,使之爆裂于萌牙状态,要知道,没有亚文化为主流文化输送新鲜血液,主流文化迟早会干涸。总之,制度若必须宽容精明,只有这样,它才会激励人们埋头苦干,一句话:我们需要有远见。

    然而,谁都知道,金钱只是一个编剧一生成就的一部分,它的目的至少让编剧可以活下去,并且得到自己想要的素材,且可花较长时间深入理解组织与处理那些素材,以自己的工作赢得社会尊重。衡量一个编剧是否成功,最终还是在于他的艺术成就,编剧定是一个在本民族范围内为其文化增砖加瓦的人,除此以外,就目前现实而言,他的戏剧最高目标是能够迈出国门,成为世界文化的一部分,以独特的民族文化为更多人提供享乐与启示,我以为,这才是编剧的成功。

    我们的时尚被焦虑、自恋与偶像崇拜所充斥,它过分追求爆发性的成功,令人浅尝辄止,浮燥摇摆,从而放弃长期艰苦的努力,太多的泡沫令人追逐,即使成功,也无法让泡沫持续,长期看,此文化上的弊端必将在未来酿成苦果。

    其实这苦果已经表现出来,只需看一看,我们的年轻人现在都在看什么?

    我们所谓的传统能否提供出一条明晰的线索令现代人去追寻,当我们试图回溯我们的文化,却寻不出一条明显持续的发展的主线,只看到支离破碎的文化碎片,常常看到欧美知识人士随手便可推荐出一百本书来让年轻人从中汲取生命养分,而我们却连十本书也推不出来,推出来也没人看,只因这种文化肤浅盲目,过于世俗,缺乏信念,缺乏一种文化上顽强而合理的整合,我曾想写本书谈谈中国文化,因此读了不少相关书籍,但读着读着便灰心,因觉得把文章题目起成《老油条文化》才恰当——这使得中国文人一生中总在泡沫里翻腾,他们无定见,只是随着时尚的流迁而获得荣辱,无论成功与失败,都是虚幻莫明,人们并不是在为创造更好的生活的而奋斗,只是混日子讨生活,他们甚至无以为傲,临死前大多是灰心丧气的,谓人生无外乎大梦一场,我以为,这正是文化的劣败之外,它缺乏朝气,它的希望不是飞扬的生命意志,而是随波逐流的悲叹及荣辱不惊的麻木或大度,当我试图努力时,我很不喜欢这种文化氛围,因这氛围把努力说成是狂妄愚蠢,但当我胡混腐败时,它却令我安稳——我总可从各种中国文化思潮中找到一种随遇而安的心理支持,以证明自己怎么都是好的善的和对的。

    石康 - 新浪BLOG

    11/25/2007

    Time: Your Most Valuable Commodity

    Time: Your Most Valuable Commodity
    by Jeffery Combs

    Regardless of our company, product, or services, what we are really selling is our time when we are in free enterprise. Most people don’t have a true concept of money, and they don’t realize that time is money, and so almost everyone gives their time away.
    We hear in corporate America and in investing the term ”ROI” a lot which stands for “Return On Investment,” but what is much more important to an entrepreneur is our “ROTAE” or “Return On Time, Action, and Energy.” These are our strongest resources and we cannot afford to waste time. Most people view that time works against them as an enemy. Successful people use time as their ally. There are 86, 400 seconds, or 1, 440 minutes, or 24 hours in every day. Success is not really about what we do, but what we do daily. Time is our most precious resource and everything we produce is a byproduct of how we manage ourselves in the time we are given each day.
    On a daily basis, I devote 14 to 16 hours to my craft, which I truly love, personal development and self-empowerment. I have never for one minute considered devoting this much time to my freedom as work. When you love what you do it is a pleasurable endeavor, not a painful one. When I sit down to do my tasks I know what I desire to accomplish and I make good use of my time.

    As I stated earlier, most people don’t have a concept of time or money. Mention money and people become very uncomfortable. Mention time management and you get similar responses. When it comes to time, the average person equates time with work and that they have to “work hard.” In free enterprise, we don’t get paid for time. “Trading time for dollars,” is what most Americans do over and over, which is called a job, and jobs usually keep people broke because they are paid what the job is worth. The average person then brings a $10 - $15 an hour job mentality to their enterprise and is under the misconception that if they ‘work real hard’ they will get rich. Occasionally this philosophy works, but not very often. To be successful in free enterprise, our thoughts about time and time management must change. We get paid for ‘results’, not ‘time,’ and if we want to make more money here we have to become more ‘valuable’. How valuable we become through the service we perform is a real key issue. The key question we should be asking ourselves is, “How do I turn time into money?” How we manage our time effectively is going to have a direct reflection on our overall long-term results. I have found through my numerous years as an entrepreneur that there are four phases of the way people manage or mismanage their time: 1. spare time, 2. part-time, 3. full-time, and 4. all-the-time. Unfortunately, most people confuse themselves and think they are doing one of these last three phases when really they are spare time because that is the kind of effort they are devoting to their freedom.


    Let’s look at time management. The term ‘time management’ is really a misnomer because time itself is really unmanageable. It is a resource constantly being depleted at a predictable rate – 60 minutes an hour, 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. What we have the ability to do is manage ourselves in a way that will make effective use of time. There are two key components to managing ourselves that have to be understood. The distinction between them can assist us to take stress out of our lives and put more productivity, satisfaction, and freedom into it. These components are efficiency and effectiveness. The distinction is efficiency is doing a task correctly, while effectiveness is measured in results, and when we are in free enterprise results are everything.

    A big mistake I see people making is trying to make better use of their time by trying to do what they are currently doing more efficiently. It is a good idea, but the wrong starting point. It doesn’t matter how efficiently we manage our time if we aren’t spending it pursuing the results we desire. Our most effective use of time is the action part of the process, and 80% of our time should be spent prospecting and attracting new accounts, not shuffling papers, reading books, listening to tapes, gossiping, procrastinating, getting ready to get ready, and a multitude of other excuses people use to divert their attention from the very physical activity that will pay them. Do the right tasks inefficiently and our businesses will survive. Do the wrong tasks efficiently and we will go broke. Take the right action efficiently and someday we will be set for life. Efficiency is only valuable when it contributes to effectiveness.

    Do what is urgent first, not what is important. Becoming successful requires a mindset that creates urgency in numbers, in action, in task, in leadership, and in all areas. Successful people get tasks done now – that is self-motivation. Average people don’t take on this sense of urgency; they ‘get to it’ when it is important, and usually too late; the train has left; they procrastinate. The ability to distinguish between urgency and importance is crucial to creating and living successfully because the inability to distinguish between them gets many people in trouble and ultimately results in broken dreams and shattered lives.

    Every day we have situations that arise – situations happen, and we have things to do. Some are urgent and some are important, some are both, and some are neither. We have to understand that urgent situations are seldom important and important situations are seldom urgent. Most people spend 80% of their lives responding to the urgent as if everything that is urgent is important. You have to learn to separate the two. It is important that you take the proper action with a sense of urgency but not with a panicked or fear-stricken mindset. For instance, closing a sale or enrolling a client to use your product is urgent, but developing a flourishing organization is more important. Having a new car and wardrobe is urgent for a lot of people, but saving, investing, and developing a prosperity consciousness is much more important to becoming financially independent.

    If we spend our time overreacting to the tyranny of the urgent, our lives will be far less successful than they could be. This is the very reason so many people today are working harder, living poorer, and feeling more time starved. They allow urgent situations to dictate how their time is spent and important situations go neglected. I am sure you can imagine what happens when important situations are neglected. Sooner or later they become urgent and important. They end up becoming crisis, i.e. money crisis, health crisis, enterprise crisis, family crisis, etc. Most would be preventable if we chose to spend our time doing what is important instead of overreacting to what is urgent. We have to learn that we are the sum of our choices and decisions. One of the most important choices we can make is to decide what is important, then commit ourselves to spending your time achieving important results, rather than responding to urgent and unimportant distractions. Procrastinating and getting ready to get ready is the main thief of the dreams of the average entrepreneur.

    11/22/2007

    Formula to my musical homesick

    Since I left China, music has been my only homesick inducer.

    First Ennio Morricone's stuff. Then 孟庭苇. Then 新居昭乃. Now 王菲...

    But I finally got the formula to all these.

    All the cases share the following patterns

    1. All the artists walked through 80's.
    2. The average tempos of the albums of these artists are all below 200bpm.
    3. All music has thin low frenquency content and extremely rich high frenquecy content.
    4. All music is of or at least was played at low sound levels (perhaps further eliminated perceived low-end).
    5. For each of these artists, what I did was play his/her 3+ albums non-stop.
    6. The homesick occurences were exclusively nocturnal.
    7. No one was awake in the vicinity.
    8. I was working, and was working at loose pace. So there were intermittent moments for active listening while the foregournd activity wasn't much disturbed. In other words, the homesick was pretty much subliminal.

    Finally, I was able to completely decode this and the key is not just Ennio Morricone as I had been thinking since 3 years ago.

    11/21/2007

    Venetian Snares "Winnipeg is a frozen shithole"

    Catchy and crazy IDM. Some parts are almost death/black metal ... all by drum machines.

    心碎教会人去爱

    Came across a statement:

    Every instance of heartbreak can teach us powerful lessons about creating the kind of love we really want.

    This is actually a typical Western product rooted in Christianity.

    The modern Chinese philosophy that addresses the similar area tends to be:

    Every instance of heartbreak can teach us to become more powerful ourselves.

    The latter focuses on natural selection and the animal side of human beings. The subliminal message it conveys is sth like "Be strong and kick those motherfxxkers' asses next time" or at least "Defence ourselves more ruthlessly from now on", which is good in that it gives an effective painkiller, by saying a firm 'No" to the depression during the aftermath of a heartbreak.....

    That is equal to consuming the negative energy yourself. Swallow in sth spicy and hardcore and cook it inside of you, a pressure cooker.

    The former urges an alternative approach of recycling your negative energy into a positive one to the external world.

    Modern Chinese have no true religion but the aforementioned belief, educated animals as they are. The culture is cultivating a flavor of 六亲不认. I would say that the "survival" that never leaves today's dinner tables is in a sense an excuse. Never has anyone stopped to ask "Are we really facing our doom?" The truth is that utilitarianism is the most probable outcome of an aimless "becoming more powerful ourselves", especially when the "power" was interpreted into one of "money" or "status". It's virtually condescending from a human's position to that of an inferior creature. A long term practice of this has led to lots of commonly-seen monsters, such as FQ. And one hearbreak leads to another via either a powerful attack or a powerful defence. It is contagious.

    It was questioned before that why the old generation of contemporary Chinese musicians (mainland) seem unable to make relaxed music or at least make music while remaining relaxed themselves. I think that is also rooted in the causes above.

    Ok, the former approach goes back to the old metaphore about water, which simply flows, soaks, gets around obstacles as if they didn't even exist, and recycles through its interaction with the external world. Its own quality remains constant no matter what state / situation it is at. A peaceful personality it possesses. Even a devastating waterfall is just a relaxed freefall of itself over the edge, never out of an intentional force.

    11/17/2007

    Windows Live Writer cannot post to Live Space

    This is sth like the "Apple forgot to put the telephone function into iPhone"...
    But it just happened.
     
    With Firefox, the button "Publish entry" is greyed out...
     
    What??
    11/13/2007

    80's Nostalgia

    Been re-visiting 王菲's discography today. Uncovered some forgotten treasure from her 王靖雯-era. Damn, quite a few decent compositions! And my 80's nostalgia just kept coming back. I'm in deep love with the bassline from the 80's. The zero bass boost in EQ, the laid-back plucking style and the occasional slaps were perfect for background sonic stream. Asian recordings have been criticized by north-American engineers for their poor spectral emphases and aimless usages of reverb, all of which are actually parts of my auditory memories. So it's quite difficult for me to resist such "distorted" aesthetics. Some of my Korean engineer friends have been converted to the American acoustic religions. I don't know what if I were also convinced that the Britney Spears' recordings are classic.

    Oh, crap. I so love songs like "情敌" from 王靖雯.

    今日、王菲のディスコグラフィーを再訪問します。彼女の王靖雯-時代から覆いのない少し忘れられた宝。畜生、相当な数の適切な作品!そして、私の80年代のノスタルジアは、ちょうど戻り続けました。私は、80年代からbasslineに対する心からの大好きでいます。EQ、気楽な引き抜いているスタイルと時折の平手打ちの0低音後押しは、バック音のストリームに絶好でした。アジアの記録は北のアメリカのエンジニアによって彼らの貧しい幻のような強調と残響の目的のない使用法の理由で批判されました。そして、その全ては実は私の聴覚記憶の部分です。それで、私がそのような「ゆがめられた」美学に抵抗することは、全く難しいです。私の韓国のエンジニア友人の何人かは、アメリカの音響の宗教に変わりました。私がブリトニースピアーズの記録が古典的であることをも確信していたとしたら、私は知りません。

    ああ、クソをしてください。私は、王靖雯の「情敵」のような歌が好きです。

    11/11/2007

    Answer(s) , 解答

    "There is only one answer."

    "No, there are multiple answers."

    "No, there is still only one."

    I used to think that there should be only one answer to each question.

    Later on, I was first confused then relieved by the fact that there are more.

    Finally I still ended up with only one answer, but different from the initial one.

    ...

    Perhaps:

    1. There are 2+ answers to the question before you ask it, but...
    2. ...You have only one emotionally defined candidate;
    3. There can be only one answer to stop you from asking that question or solve concrete problems related to that question; 
    4. Only an answer different from the initial one can make you feel safer / more accomplished, especially if you contributed significant efforts.

    Same thing for relationships and marriages.

     

    「1つの答えだけがあります。」

    「いいえ、複数の答えがあります。」

    「いいえ、確かに1つの答えだけがあります。」

    私は、各々の質問に対する1つの答えだけがなければならないと思ったものです。

    後ほど、私はより多くがあるという事実によって楽にされて、それから最初に混乱しました。

    ついに、私はまだ1つの答え(最初のものと異なるもの以外の)だけで終わりました。

    ...

    おそらく:

    1. あなたがそれを尋ねる前に、問題に対する2+答えがあります、しかし、...
    2. ...あなたには、1人の感情的に定義済みの候補だけがいます;
    3. 1つの答えだけが、あなたがその質問をするのを止めるか、その質問に関連した具体的な問題を解決するためにあることができます;
    4. 最初のものと異なる答えだけは、あなたをより無事であると感じさせることができます/特にあなたが重要な努力を寄贈するならば、より堪能です。

    恋愛関係と結婚のための同じものです。

    11/10/2007

    Last FM Open Mind Index

    Last.FM user Tomektore designed a tool for calculating the breath of your musical taste.

    The current arithmetic mean is 94.5. Dear Last.FMists, check it out if you are curious~

    Check your personal Last.fm.-taste in music and your open mind index (OMI)! The calculation is based on your top-artist of the last 12 months. The weighting of a tag depends on the quantity of your played songs of one artist, as well as the most frequently used tag for this artist. On the basis of quantity, distribution and weighting of the tags, the OMI will be calculated.

    Typical OMI values:

    Below 20:
    an extremely small bandwidth of tags; a faker or fanatic of an artist

    20 - 39:
    a small bandwidth of tags; a fanatic of a specific tag

    40 - 59:
    a small bandwidth of tags; a fanatic of a few types of music

    60 - 79:
    a substandard of bandwidth of tags

    80 - 89:
    a balanced bandwidth of tags; a little below the average

    90 - 99:
    a balanced bandwidth of tags; the golden mean

    100 - 109:
    a balanced bandwidth of tags; a little above the average

    110 - 129:
    a high bandwidth of tags

    130 - 149:
    a very high bandwidth of tags; truly open minded

    above 150:
    an extremely high bandwidth of tags; an absolute freethinker and freak

    Last FM Open Mind Index

    11/5/2007

    「地獄少女」中的似曾相識 - 知日部屋 - 哈日反日不如知日

     


    「地獄少女」中的似曾相識 撰文:黑桐

    雖然《地獄少女》第二季在很久之前放送完了,但直到現在才有機會看完結尾。剛開始看《地獄少女》第一季的時候己經總是有種似曾相識的感覺,雖知道這只是作者構想出來的故事,卻又很有真實感。後來看到季尾的幾集時忽然醒悟到內容好像在哪兒曾經見過,翻查了一些舊記錄後發現和1985年直到2001年之間在日本發生的其中幾起案件有一些相似的地方,連報導、嫌疑犯的證供、受害者親屬供詞所組成的整體描述也很相像,這是巧合嗎?
    在動畫裡則是多加了涉案人物的心理獨白以及閻魔愛和三位助手戲劇性地出現,並幫助有怨恨的人報復等環節。劇本作者很可能是從現實案件中取材並構思動畫中的情節,所以才會特別有真實感。尤其是第二季季尾連續五集在偏遠市鎮發生的暴行,幾乎就是日本幾年前集體恐慌事件的《地獄少女》版本。(為免劇透,自行觀看動畫了解吧~)如果真的要追索歷史上類似案件實際上多不勝數,年代久遠的例如在1692年美國東北部、在1789年法國北部(可能會聽過 la grande peur事件吧?)等地也發生過同類的集體瘋狂案件。事實上,只要有一點點合適的條件和場所,人們埋藏於內心的怨恨和戾氣就會不留情地傾瀉在可供凌虐又無還擊之力的無辜者身上。所以同樣的事情總是在不斷地重複,怨恨也就不斷地累積下去,一代復一代,永無止境。

    我對裡面大多數的情節、所描述的人物性格及行事方式並不感到陌生,特別是對閻魔愛的經歷遭遇、沉靜外表之下埋藏在內心說不出的情感深有共鳴,以各自的形式擁有酷似的經歷:明明沒做過甚麼害人的壞事,卻要承受來自一些人各種各樣的惡意、敵視和殘酷不仁。明明只是默默地做一個聽話沉靜的人,卻不得不受到他人無理的責怪和怨怒。現實世界對大部份普通人都很寬容,只是對一少撮陷入不幸的人特別嚴苛罷了。而類似閻魔愛的經歷也同樣會再次發生在這些正在處於劣勢的人身上。「History repeats itself.」專屬人類的各種醜陋的心態和惡行真的會有完結的一天?我想是不可能了,無論是過去、現在和未來,同樣的事情總是重覆又重覆地發生,同類的惡意和暴行也是重覆又重覆地發生,永無止竭的一日。這就是無間地獄了,現世人間也是煉獄中的一層,無論歷史上有多少一廂情願的人發誓要渡化所有的人、想將愛傳播給所有人、又或者想拯救所有人遠離苦難,這些都是痴人說夢而已。為甚麼?因為人類本身並不是一個善良的種族,個體數量一多,矛盾、衝突、憎怨和互相傷害、殘殺的種種都會不斷地重演,難道去期待每一個人都心懷足夠的仁慈去消解爭端、化除怨恨嗎?這是不可能的。只要有人聚集的地方便會產生無數的憎怨和互相傷害,不斷地循環累積下去,然後爆發、減輕、累積、再爆發、再累積更多。
    「地獄少女」正是以這種現象作為題材,以旁觀者的視角,輕輕地描畫了人性醜陋的種種。坦白說,人們對自身所抱持的惡意和怨憎情緒缺乏自知自覺性,總是有意無意地、不知不覺地輕輕掩蓋着這種情緒。在一層偽裝成「平凡」、「普通」甚至「温和謙厚」的外皮掩護下,大部份人都會覺得這樣子很安全,覺得沒有其他人會看得見那層薄薄的外皮底下藏了些甚麼樣的慾念和惡念。這就是表裡不一的偽善了。有趣的是,人們普遍相信自己內心所浮現的念頭和真正的想法只要不說出口、不顯露於表情,便不會被任何人所知覺,因而感到格外安心。
    另一方面,也許有部份人在看了動畫後會感到莫名其妙的不悅並抨擊「地獄少女」說是怎樣地不現實、過於黑暗、看了令人不快等等...... 但在批評之前,別忘了故事的構思有可能是取材自真實發生的事件,更何況現實中形式類似的事件從來沒停止發生過。引起不悅的原因可能有數個,其中有一種簡單又常見的原因:看見自身的醜陋反映在他人身上而感到莫名的惱怒,即使反映自身醜惡的對象只是故事中的角色也一樣,看見以前作為加害人醜惡的一面被如此明顯地在動畫中呈現,感覺顯然也不會太愉快。況且,有這樣做過的人也不在少數,既無法面對自己差勁的一面,也就只能不斷地攻擊、狠評那些會提醒他們自身醜惡的任何事物(人也好,事物也好)。所以這些人永遠也無法看清自己的一切,只會有意無意地傷害他人而不帶絲毫內疚,最終將無法打從內心去愛護他人、去愛護自己以外的其他生物。這樣的人實在多如恒河沙數、數之不盡。在寧靜少人的深夜,不妨撫心自問:真的從來未曾帶着惡意在心靈上或肉體上傷害過任何人嗎?真的未曾憎恨過任何人嗎?真的未曾隨意行惡、任由自已內心積累的怨憤做出傷害無辜生命的事嗎?
    出自內心的真切反省有時可以無形中清除很多人與人彼此之間長年所累積的怨恨。正所謂:「不要自已隨心所慾,要隨心教育自己。」最後的感想是:《地獄少女》是一部深夜動畫中兼備寫實、想像力的佳作。願心懷怨恨的人能自覺覺他,避免隨意行惡,傷害他人而墮入被怨恨和報復無底深潭。
    補充一下:《地獄少女》公式網站曾開設了一個「地獄通信」的連結,在日本當地的零時零分可以進入並填寫所怨恨對象的名字,從動畫第一季開播到第二季播完期間,每晚平均有超過340個名字被傳送到「地獄通信」網站,高峰時甚至一晚有超過400個名字被輸入。如此看來,閻魔真是業務繁忙啊。

    「地獄少女」中的似曾相識 - 知日部屋 - 哈日反日不如知日

    Novel engineering: Co-authoring a novel?

    As far as I know, there were very few cases (zero?) of collaborative composition in the territory of novels. Was it due to the possible conflicts between styles if a style largely refers to wording/dictioning for certain subjects, the conflicts between narrative systems, the more profound philosophical standpoints, or all of them? We can't say 高鹗 did a perfect job for 曹雪芹 in a speical case of co-authoring, but at least the result was accepted by the world.

    There is, however, a crucial characterisitc of novel writing in that it is an evolving process that can hardly be fully systemized beforehand. The characters live on their own once they were born and nurtured with sufficient baby care.

    Software development, in this sense, bears much resemblance to novel writing: somewhat clear end-goal, hard to be fully planned, and the resistance to coding style incompatibility. Yet certain remedy, i.e., software engineering, proves to be effective in preventing the chaos and ensures a relatively foreseealbe evolution.

    I wonder whether novel engineering can ever be realized, so that novel writing can stop being a fairly long-term commitment for a loner and start getting insights and implementations from multiple hosts based on a common thematic / spiritual pursuit. Of course, unlike software engineering, the "coding" style in novel engineering would be far from a standardized one. Different styles could, however, function better than a single narrative flow in novels that involve multiple space-time settings. Also, it is obvious that multi-authoring has the advantages in dialogue design, where a variety of personalities are meant to be present.

    Another argument for multi-authoring in novel lies in the fact that the billions of wasted bits in meanless blogging everyday on the internet could actually be utilized for creative purposes. Most of these socially-less-meanful blogs nevertheless contain useful material not just for information seekers but for millions of novel addicts around the world, once they are orgainzed into a consistent storyline with certain philosophical backup.

    The amateur writers are less trained in showing a stable performance in their idea/material development through long-chaperted text. A collaborative input, similar to current fag in the music 2.0 domain, is well worth encouring in this kind of artistic text weaving. I know that casual sequeling has been one of the first monsters that network gave birth to. But it's highly random and the low threshold of entry has made it more of a game and less of a serious publication methodology. 

    To make novel engineering possible, I think certain academic agenda should be established in order to fully understand the collaborative creative process in areas other than novel writing, such as academic book writing, music (both score-based and improvisational collaborations) and movie, where even though the screenplay tends to be one-man-work, the entire "composition" of the final publication is completed by a gigantic legion.

    It may not be totally relevant , but...

    Modern life is doubtlessly poisonous to our creative thinking. Yet, with zero professional training, music, painting, dancing, and other arts are usually technically intensive that our graffities in any of these fields have difficulty in touching a broader range of audience or in even fully expressing / satisfying ourselves. Compared to those, writing is appratenly the first aid to the mental weariness. The everyday blogging, unlike personal diaries, is a more serious channel of self-expression to the world, yet 90% of the blogs, which are not intended towards knowledge sharing, turn out to be not only superficial in sharpening the subjects' own thinking, but also hopeless in gaining readers,  and still violently swallowing the storage of the international computer servers. After all, people gain insights and even practical knowledge in text other than academic publications and science oriented readings. Novels usually serve the dinner for average people.  Given so overwhelming a source from the internet, I don't think we lack material for a magnificent novel or a hundred. Look at all the travel experiences, random conversations, adult jokes, dreams, psych-tests, and ... of course, all the whines, they are either ignored or mentally erased after first glimpses, largely because they are all isolated information. But I believe that once organized into a storyline, all the wits in these pieces can be amplified to become an attention magnet. Stories help learning and re-thinking and that's how movie and TV work. That's also how text can work better as we've seen in the difference between a naughty tutorial and a pedagogic textbook. I believe collaborative story writing, with the reinforcement of engineering, is helpful in attacking the dilemma. At the very least, this is something that we haven't try enough to say no to.

    --kakyo

    11/3/2007

    A highly usable audio metadata tagging library (for Python)

    Mutagen.

    It supports ASF, FLAC, M4A, Monkey's Audio, MP3, Musepack, Ogg FLAC, Ogg Speex, Ogg Theora, Ogg Vorbis, True Audio, WavPack and OptimFROG audio files, with well designed and the most friendly APIs among all the existing.

    You only need the API class EasyID3 for your MP3's.

    11/1/2007

    J's recordings

    Came across several decent Japanese semi-pro singers that J produced, each of who beats lots of mainstream J-idols in the vocal expressiveness, such as a girl called Kana Sanefuji. Ich's gonna go crazy about them...

    Abandonment Is Tremendous

     

    Sometimes I'm asked if I ever get discouraged, and I reply, "yes, often.” But I never let anyone know about it, because if I allow you to know how discouraged I am, you'll become discouraged, you'll discourage me more than I am, and I can't hardly stand how much I have now.

    From the Masters: Abandonment Is Tremendous

    So what is the difference between whining and showing discouragement?

    I think the key is how you present the difficulty:

    • If you are throwing obvious emotional burst (better supported with the most qualified swear words you can think of), good, I know you are whining and that's fine.
    • If you are acting calm and logical about the problems either in reality or merely in your excessive brainstorm, and trying to convince me that this is fate or sth, ok, you are throwring discouragement at me and that would piss me off.

    Overnight session

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    •  Assisted a session with J for an amatuer singer group
    • 6 X'mas songs for church, pretty smooth, 2 takes each.
    • The pianist/singer later decided to add some new stuff.
    • Then she improvised for 2 hours, with lyrics, non-stop.
    • She's a student admission officer at our school. 人民万岁.
    • J was from Berklee, his former partner was almost accepted by Chick Corea as his sound engineer. Only got wiped off because of his drug history.